That feels

I dont know why, but lately i feel so empty. I dont know how to describe but i feel like there to many space and darkness arouse inside my heart. I have a lot of friend but neither feel like to talk with. I keep thinking about my future. It was scared. I cant see where my life path direct me to. I can even imagine how exactly my future look like. Its shiver me up every freaking time my mind went all about that.

Most of my peers already married, have kids, engage, on plan and here i am, still fangirling about kpop boys who never find out about my existence. *sigh*. The cheerful and positive vibe that i use to have are slowly fade from me even though i ran so hard to catch it back.

Everytime. i was alone by myself...i keep think, what gonna happen to me?