SOULMATE?

Dah kenapala tiba tiba aq bukak topik soulmate ni.... Ntahla. aq pun tak tahu. Ke sebab aq tetiba rasa sunyi?

Aku selalu ingat love aka cinta ni satu element di mana kau boleh terima pasangan kau regardless who is he. Dulu aku ingat benda tu wujud, so i tried search for it. Then, aku ingat aku dah jumpa, but i guess i was confuse?

Well, back to my past, he's a good guy. He had like 80% of my ideal type. He's a warm person and i always look forward to spend time with him. I dont know what's went wrong, when does it happen, tiba tiba satu hari rasa sayang aq kat dia hilang. So we end up break up.

Aku rasa bersalah sebab aku rasa aku tak layak untuk orang sebaik dia? Like he so nice, and aq pulak terstart to become matrialistic bitch. Aku mula fikir masa depan aku tak cerah kalau stay ngan dia. LIKE BITCH WHAT THE HECK IS WRONG WITH YOU?!

Ok, abaikan. Ha Ha Ha.

So i'm kinda impressed la bila couple yang boleh stay susah senang bersama. I want to experience those thing. Aku nak juga jadi tukang support bila dia jatuh. But why tho? Why did my heart close up tight? Maybe he's not the one/ or maybe God try to protect him from someone like me? AHHHH Molla!

I just hope one day, i found someone that i can love every bit of him including his flaws. Yeah, like the way i love Yongguk. Ha Ha Ha. I love eeeeeeverything about this guy. He's a bit weird sometimes, but i find it adorkable. 

Yeah, i hope i find someone that i can love the way i love Yongguk. Like, just by look at him, i can smile, be happy and want to know more about him. You know those kind of normal things. 

I might be introvert(?) person.. i guess. But i always in love with love-hate relationship aka Frienemy. I swear, this kind of relationship is the best one so far where you can just curse to each other and laugh about it in a sec. Isn't it romantic?? 

I always love the concept we can be weird together, enjoy childish talk, use unspoken language, staring at each other, take a dumb selfie, try new adventure and so on. I think its a wonderful things. When can i feel like this?!